B l o g

august 3 2026

Today was another lazy day lol. i didn't get much done, i woke up at 5:00am today and started working on my lurk me ;p I did get a lot done on here yayyy. last night i was getting so mad at myself because i couldn't figure out how to work this but obviosity i figured it out lol. I have soccer practice tonight and i don't want to go :(

I have tried to quit this sport so many times but my family wont let meeeuhh. i just don't find it fun anymore, I've been playing it since i was 5yrs old and i don't want to do it anymore its become boring. They already sighed me up and paid for the TWO seasons so i have to do it but once I'm finished with this season I AM DONE!!!!

I'm back and that was terrible....i don't like the girls on my new team and again I JUST DONT LIKE SOCCER

August 5 2026

My best friend DJ has been gone for like two weeks on vacation and I'm literally dyinggg. Hes been texting me the whole time but stopped like 6 days ago. I didn't want to text him first because I didn't know if i would be bothering him. I think its fine but idk just a little paranoid...

August 21 2026

I'm starting high school in 2 days and I'm so stressed i need to get my hair dyed before the first day because me hair is fricking green because my black hair faded into GREEN. I'm dying my hair Purple and I'm so exiteddddd i cant wait. I'm crying because i might have a class with my ex boyfriend and I'm really going to !TRIGER WARNING! kill my self because he was really bad for me he AGAIN TRIGER WARNING sexually assaulted me and would guilt trip me if i didn't do what he wanted. I really don't want to have to see him again.